this week has just been a major irritation for me. i realize that life has its ups and downs but seriously why this week? its not that anything really that bad happened. its just that everything this week has been about pissing me off/making me irritated/just generally annoying me. not really sure why but come one. so over it.
one of my biggest pet peeves is being second guessed. and well everyone, a few people excluded, have second guessed me, doubted that i was telling the truth, and well basically told me i was wrong. screw you! if you think that you can do a better job then i will shut up and let you. but the reason i do things the way i do is because for me its right. until i am proven that i am wrong i am going to keep doing it this way. a great example of this is how people at work treat me. so i get to work this morning and on my desk is a note from one of my bosses asking about a job i processed yesterday. fine yes i forgot to put some information on there that would have been helpful but other than that the job was right. one of the production guys, that has no understanding of what i do and thinks that i am clueless, says you could have set this up 4 on a page. i said nothing because it just pissed me off. so what do i do. to prove to myself that i set the job correctly and that i am not an idot like he apparently thinks. i go back to the file. cut it out and reset it up. i try two different versons of the file. one has three on a page but you cant see the crop marks and the other has two on the page centered perfectly in the middle with crop marks and all. so there i was right to do it the way i did. next time i should show him or make him reset it up. since he thinks that he knows better than me. screw you!
i realize that in the large skeem of things this is nothing. this is a blip on the radar of life but come on. he went to high school and then didnt graduate and then just got his GED. i on the other had went to high school and then to college. graduated both in the upper 1/4 of my class and am not considering going back to get my masters. he is 27 and is for the first time living on his own. i have been living on my own and paying for myself since i was 19. so screw you for thinking that you know more about something that i went to school for. screw you for thinking that you are better than me and you cant even keep your banking account in the black. screw you for making me doubt my own ablity. screw you in general for assuming that you know me and that you know where i come from. you dont know me! you know nothing about me!
im so over you its not even funny!
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