I am so confused about this word currently. I know that I have control issues but at this present junction my problem is that I am having a problem with the fact that I am allowing someone else have control. if that made any sense. I care about birdie and when I am with birdie my need to control the situation is gone. I have no desire to know whats going on all the time, I dont care if we sit and do nothing. Just being with birdie is by far enough.
Tonight I went over to birdie's to get a plunger.....because yea. (toilet = bad). Well I ended up spilling my guts. I am so worried about what my friends will think about me dating birdie. I hope against hope that they wont care but I am worried. I dont want to lose my friends but I dont want to lose birdie either. I am so grateful however for the fact that birdie is not forcing me to tell my friends. I think we both are in the same boat about not really knowing were we stand and we are not good with upheaval or confrontation. I am just so beyond worried that if I do not word it the right way I will end up without friends. And that would be heart breaking.
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You should probably call me and perhaps explain a little? ;)
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