WTF

I don't understand.... what is it when men these days. You try hard to be what they want. You make yourself available or unavailable or whatever. You make plans and then when it is time for those plans you get bailed on. WTF!!!!! I don't understand I just don't. Is it me? Did I do something? I think I am just really done. I am done dealing with this crap all the time. It would be nice to not have to deal with this shit.
I think that form now until new years I am going to just stop caring about the opposite sex. I know that this really isn't that long of a time frame but it is enough for me to clear my head. I am just so done. I feel completely rejected and unwanted. That is by far the worst feeling in the world. I am just done!
I just don't understand. It would be nice to not feel this way but i don't see that happening anytime soon.