12.14.2007

Thoughts

Thoughts on what is to come......
I worry and wonder all at the same time that the choices that I am making are not the right ones. I worry that there is so much more that I am missing. That maybe I am not seeing everything I need to be seeing when i make the choices I make. I worry that i am coming up short that i will disappoint someone or upset someone. I guess i should be ok with the fact that i should just make myself happy and not worry about what others think. But i am so keen on making other people happy that it seems to come first.
I think that will be my new years resolution. Make myself happy, buck everyone else. I think...yes that will be it. I am going to make myself happy in 2008. I am done worrying about how other people will feel if i do what i want. It has been shown to me this year that i get my feelings hurt to much if i care about what other people want or if i am making them happy. 2008 is my year for true happiness and satisfaction.
Let it be true

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