one day my prince will come

today is a bad day. its a bad day because all i want to do is not be alone. i hate people that are happy and have someone there with them right now. i am not a hateful person but today i am. i am unhappy and i really just want to be next to someone right now. i dont want to be alone. i dont want to have this whole in me anymore. i want to be able to come home to the person that loves me and know that i am safe and that nothing is wrong. i am so over the whole that is in the pit of my stomach that makes everything ache. i just for once want to not be looked over, ignore, or choosen last.