more truths

ok so this weekend has been about truths for me.

one: i am really happy in my relationship. i like the person i am when i am with her. it makes me happy. i feel like i am better person. i like being a better person. i like that when i am with her i want to make sure that i am the best person that i am.

two: i can be a bad friend sometimes. this weekend i realized that maybe sometimes i let the feelings i have for the person i am with take over. well but here is the thing. i realized that maybe i am not a bad friend but that i am separating myself from the people that i may not have things in common with. i make time for the people that i want to make time with. i like my friends, i love my friends. but sometimes i need to just step back and reevaluate.

three: cancer is an ageless, faceless, colorless thing. it does not discriminate. :( i wish it wasnt true but a good friend of mine has cancer and i wish it wasnt so but its the truth. i am very worried but they caught it early so it should all be ok. crossing my fingers over and over again.

four: you can love someone and not be romantically involved with them. i am not talking about the love you have for your family but this is a different kind of love that you have for a friend. this is the kind of love that allows you to do anything for them. this is how i feel about a select group of people